You’re not helping anyone so please kindly remove yourself from the tag to stop wasting both our time and your own.

bl00dy-b0nes:

A fresh week Ana’s! Lets put it too good use! Don’t give up, stay strong, I have no doubts in all of you <3

111.8 now. Getting closer…

Age: 17

Height: 5’4

GW: 95 CW: 115

Favorite Diet Food:  Salad

Favorite Binge Food:  Chocolate. So much. 

Favorite exercise: Kickboxing. 

Does anyone know?: My grandmother suspects so makes sure that I buy food at lunch when I’m at school as we pay by a card system. She can’t however check that I don’t through the food away. 

What makes you slip up:  General boredom and revising. I always tend to snack when I’m either bored/revising (to be honest, they’re pretty much the same thing)

What makes you strong: Seeing other people around me all skinnier than me. 

When did it start: I only started properly dieting again a few weeks back but I have lost weight and then gained it all on for the last 4 years.

What do you see when you look in the mirrors:  Fat thighs, muffin top, dodgy fat knees, stubby legs, but I do like my face however. So I’m losing weight so I like what I look like all over. 

Is it for attention: I have to admit, I think part of it is. 

Are you the fat or the thin one in your group of friends: Fat.

Are you depressed: I tend to be quite a positive person but just so much stress currently has caused me to be very negative, but once my as-levels are over then everything will hopefully sort itself out.

Ever tried to commit suicide:  no

Ever cut yourself:  yes

Ever been to a psychologist: no

Lost weight: yes but very little

Gained weight:  yes but quite a lot 

Do you drink: no

Do you smoke: No

Do you take drugs:  No 

Does your weight affect your mood: Too much

Do you weigh yourself daily: I used to weight myself daily but got too depressed when the number didn’t go down every day so instead make Saturdays weigh day. 

Have you ever fasted:  Yes, but I can only last a day

Have you ever skipped a meal:  I hardly ever have lunch any more apart from weekends when I have to 

Have you ever spit food out: Did so a couple of times.

I am—

[] Anorexic

[] EDNOS 

[] Bulimic 
[] living off diet pills 
[X] hungry 
[] drinking something 
[] eating something 
[] under 100 lbs 
[x] starving myself 
[ ] vegan 
[] vegetarian

People…

[] ask if i’m anorexic/bulimic 
[X] call me fat 
[X] say i’m skinny 
[] say i’m ugly 
[] talk about me behind my back 
[x] force me to eat 

[x] say i eat too much 
[X] wish I’d eat more 
[] don’t know i’m anorexic/bulimic 
[x] have tried to stop me

I wish…

[x] I was thin 
[x] i had a better body 
[x] i didn’t have to eat 
[x] i could control myself 
[x] i could avoid food 
[x] i could hide what i am 
[x] i was prettier 
[X] i could disappear

I love

[x] being hungry 
[x] seeing a difference 
[x] shaking 
[x] being weak 
[x] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic 
[] green tea 
[] diet pills 
[x] being able to turn down food 
[x] feeling good about myself

Appearances…

[x] I’m shorter than 5’4  Seriously. Why.
[x] think i’m ugly 
[x] have self made scars 
[ ] have a tattoo 
[] wear glasses 
[] been told i’m pretty by a stranger 
[x] have more than 2 piercings 
[] have piercings besides my ears 
[x] have freckles 
[] Cup size [A] [B] [C] [D] [E]
[x] am petite

I hate…

[x] when people stare 
[x] being asked questions 
[x] having to eat 
[X] being single
[x] wearing short skirts 
[x] being fat 
[x] looking ugly 
[x] feeling this way

[] fat people

I need…

[x] people to stay out of my business 
[] more friends
[] someone to know 
[x] less food 
[x] more water 
[x] gym membership 
[] to lose 30 lbs 
[x] to lose 20 lbs 
[] to lose 10 lbs 
[] to lose 5 lbs

vintagechiffon:

Goddammit.

Tags because I just want attention.

This so sums up my life.